Right or Wrong??????

I dont know if i did the right or wrong thing. She is precious and because of that i told everything i wanted to say. 2 days in a row late night that is the girl i know. I am not denying she deserves some happy time but is there some cost attach to all the happy time she want.

We always think that nothing is going to go wrong with ourself, while those ppl whom had something happen may have deserved it or it was just another luck based scenario.No one
have at any time seen something bad coming their way, why should u put urself in danger
when you could be well save.

Danger a human ulitimate friend, to boost ur adrenaline.There have been case in past ppl left
their best friend to die, gf to die in crash. where do u stand on this .All those friends by ur
side will start to disappear, if something god forbid happens to you. I never say i love you,
i am weird but yet when she is in pain , i am too. we both know there is no direction to whatever we are having between us. she is going to move and get a sucessful life, one day
get married to a chritian guy like she wants. I will move on too, for the pride of my family i
will look forward for a good punjabi girl,( still hoping it is ASH). Afterall i have waited 8 years
stalking or looking at her. Only my friends at school know what are the things i did just to look
at her everyday.

Anyway, i dont ever want anything happening to her, although the society has been handed over to the junior i still will look forward to hangout with her. Tuesday is going to exactly 1 year ever since i known her, and right now i am in a crisis whether to break my rule and get something or not. I just feel like i should get her something she can remember,but i dont expect her to give me something .It will be so wrong for me to do it afterall for the past few weeks i have been kinda nagging at her to get well, avoid activities. It is also my fault in a way i have been neglecting her without asking what she wants and what is going. We dont really talk that much maybe because there is always someone else around us.I dont really mind the person but sometimes the person just does not give me a chance to talk to her.