Sunday, September 13, 2009

Feel so lonely

Well to kick of,exams juz started yesterday, being my first paper the most hated subject it does not give me any motivation to study even harder.The paper was ok though i left 2 questions equating to a total of 15 marks,but it is okay coz i could really do the other questions.

well the days have been boring been stuck at home for a week. Bunch of us celebrated kyle's 20th birthday on Friday even tough it was suppose to be on 11 sept .Sept 11 was here again although it was nothing great but it surely gives me goosebums. I could still recall it was 10 pm back in 2001 when my dad received a call from his partner, (uncle patrick), he ask us to swith over to CNN,and there it was. We saw the horror that should never be done again .Planes crashing in people jumping of the towers.haiz i makes me sad and sorry for the lost of others.

Well people are pissed at me right now, but is my way of doing things as i cant change for others and there is no need for me to explain.I am juz standing by my stand and decision.

At the extream end of my head with everything being so blur and hectic i juz have a feeling someone is running away from something. I dont deny that is not easy to go back and forth everytime this happens,but i dont see y this has happen,i was juz being straight forward.I miss the good old days tht i have had. once all this has gone through i promise i will do my best to make up for this lost.

I trully understand for the things gone by and the time currently needed,but can u juz give me a sign/hint that this has got nothing to do with what happen sometime ago.You know me better than myself.

"A speard of time as left an open book untouched, once read and understood now juz left to be abandoned"
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