Somehow it has been awhile,that i have changed, i dont know or perhaps i juz dont want to know is it for the good or bad. Whether it has affected u or not i have no idea . I never ask u the things that i use to.But u know tht i not doing this to get back at u.
However i don’t get it y is it started to affect my personal.When i use to be my old self no one actually said anything and surprisingly we had gone through a whole year. So Y now,when even there is nothing. Whatever i do outside i never bring it back home, therefore it does not make a point for anyone from anywhere to make a comment or judgment .
As long as i know i am not involve i don’t think i have to justify my doings.Afterall i am juz being a good friend standing by. Since monday until today i been getting the same crap from everyone (at home).hey comeon ppl i am juz not going to forget my principals and teaching over someone.
How can i fall and go serious with a non punjabi girl. Ok fall is still possible ,but going serious i really don’t think so.When i say serious i am looking at background,family, age and most importantly race.I am totally against mixed- race relationships. They are too complicated too challenging, and juz too ......... does not work yupe really does not work.
In fact we had a moment that we “might” have had for gone being serious,but yet again, we both stood our stands by obeying each other.I knew it will never work because eventough emotionally i thought that it would but from the right/wrong mind of me kept on reminding myself it can’t work.
I know what they trying to mean, but i don’t agree if the perception of people are going to be consider all the time then i don’t think it will be ever i get to do what i want.Is not that people don’t know that a guy and girl can juz be good friends, is that people a ignorant of such status.”especially dumb Punjabi people”. Why are u all so busy body, look at urself before making any statement, there is no one in the world that is so perfect that you never done anything wrong.
I am not saying that me hanging out with her is wrong, why it should be? We juz gone on to discuss on lives on what is going on,what we intend to do,and enjoy our meals.Basically tht is what we been doing all the while.
Please i don’t want to lose a good friend, the is no reason tht i should.For those of u all that like to make judgment abt me and her pls juz stop it. She has someone in her life and i don’t think is fair to the guy.Juz think of his emotions if someone tells such things even tough it is not the truth nor a fact, but it is not a nice thing to be done.
I not leaving u nor saying anything more than what is suppose to be. We talked abt it in the car, i told what was going on. We know we are not doing anything, but i have also told u that for me my family comes first.We have decide to let it role on its on and not do anything.So since that it shall not change anything.All that matters to me is there. We shall embrace our strong base without affect anyone,I never want it to affect u or ur life, and if i do , please tell me and therefore juz leave the ball rolling on its own.
However i don’t get it y is it started to affect my personal.When i use to be my old self no one actually said anything and surprisingly we had gone through a whole year. So Y now,when even there is nothing. Whatever i do outside i never bring it back home, therefore it does not make a point for anyone from anywhere to make a comment or judgment .
As long as i know i am not involve i don’t think i have to justify my doings.Afterall i am juz being a good friend standing by. Since monday until today i been getting the same crap from everyone (at home).hey comeon ppl i am juz not going to forget my principals and teaching over someone.
How can i fall and go serious with a non punjabi girl. Ok fall is still possible ,but going serious i really don’t think so.When i say serious i am looking at background,family, age and most importantly race.I am totally against mixed- race relationships. They are too complicated too challenging, and juz too ......... does not work yupe really does not work.
In fact we had a moment that we “might” have had for gone being serious,but yet again, we both stood our stands by obeying each other.I knew it will never work because eventough emotionally i thought that it would but from the right/wrong mind of me kept on reminding myself it can’t work.
I know what they trying to mean, but i don’t agree if the perception of people are going to be consider all the time then i don’t think it will be ever i get to do what i want.Is not that people don’t know that a guy and girl can juz be good friends, is that people a ignorant of such status.”especially dumb Punjabi people”. Why are u all so busy body, look at urself before making any statement, there is no one in the world that is so perfect that you never done anything wrong.
I am not saying that me hanging out with her is wrong, why it should be? We juz gone on to discuss on lives on what is going on,what we intend to do,and enjoy our meals.Basically tht is what we been doing all the while.
Please i don’t want to lose a good friend, the is no reason tht i should.For those of u all that like to make judgment abt me and her pls juz stop it. She has someone in her life and i don’t think is fair to the guy.Juz think of his emotions if someone tells such things even tough it is not the truth nor a fact, but it is not a nice thing to be done.
I not leaving u nor saying anything more than what is suppose to be. We talked abt it in the car, i told what was going on. We know we are not doing anything, but i have also told u that for me my family comes first.We have decide to let it role on its on and not do anything.So since that it shall not change anything.All that matters to me is there. We shall embrace our strong base without affect anyone,I never want it to affect u or ur life, and if i do , please tell me and therefore juz leave the ball rolling on its own.
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