Monday, July 27, 2009

7th heavan

I feel so good today that i can really go wild,but i think my health does not allow that.My whole family is sick , juz now my dad blame me for bring back the sickness, but it weird coz currently i am the last person to fall sick.

I manage to talk to the person, and it so true that i am being very protective,i shall not only say very but maybe extermely. i explained myself to the person why i am being like tht. After all after my family now the person stands at number 2 in my life.

I cant put the person at first place, i simply cant,and it is so nice the person understood y i cant. If was not who i am , i would have hold their hand long time ago. But i have commitments,i cant let tht go.The person understands tht.

The person told me if they tought they were able to change for me, and be with.I will strongly suggest to u nvr ever think in tht way, i dont want you to change for me,it is simply not fair and right.PLS DONT THINK ABT IT.What i have with u is very unique,i would like it to remain tht forever and ever.

Even when u told me tht i am not the type will take advantage of u, i would still say dont be so sure.You can always say things to me and i will listen,if i am being truthful to u, it is because i can only say it to u.

it is ironik that u tought wat i was going through,was something like,

Harvin " are u getting married or something"

Nuts me and marriage ! not so soon i guess ,i have no intension of doing that at this very moment.

It does not matter how i found out all those things, it really does not matter, afterall nobody is tht important to me other than u.Dont crack ur head over it anymore.I told u many things today, i am sorry if i was hard on and rude.

I did not want to sit next to u coz like i said i dont like ppl touching me . Tht is the reason i did not hug u. I want to see u having everything in life u want.U are focus on wat u want and tht is y we can be like this.

U should know that for watever happens, i cant forget u nor let u go . U made my life here so meaningful.My first sem i only use to play futsal and go lunch with classmates,after tht i got involved in Society things,i was never the same anymore,these days they know my answer if they call me to go out with them.

Once i remember, two classmate were talking wheather to invite me to join some event, then one of them said,

A:he wont come wan lar.

B:y not.

A:he is always busy

B:with wat

A:he like to hangout with a stuck up girl

B:ya meh!

A:yeah

haha...... so weird we shall never explain to anyone , what we have .
Thank You
Thank You
Thank You Mandy Lim Yoke Yan for being there for me,for when i need u the most.
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