Friday, July 24, 2009

Staying strong

After yesterdays post, i m no better. Still i am here to write,because i juz want the person to know that how hurt i am . I am not going to name or give the hints, and even answer u ppl question abt the person.

Actually the person does not know that they have hurt me so badly.I wish to cry,but because i have built myself so hard nvr to cry on someones sholder,therefore i shall stand and put my neck on myself and cry for it.The worst thing is my tears dont want to drop.

I gave up the world for the person.I fought with everyone eventough i knew it was the persons fault.Whenever the person did something wrong i told them it is not ur fault.I never like to go to temple.I nvr use to go except during new year or a family function.I do it now, because apart praying for my family and asking God to protect them , i also pray for the person,that they too are never harmed.I never believe in asking for myself because i have a quote

"If i ask for someone,and they get it then i get their share of joy"

I am not saying this because i want ppl to think i am nobel or something like tht.I might change
in a day or 2.Dont worry i am not going to kill myself.I got the first call as soon as i wrote on FB.She as usual is standing by me . Next was a classmate, and then out of everyone my CNN send me a message to keep things cool. I am happy that i have ppl who care for me. trully i apperciate it.

"Trust =Roses, Trust if u know the surface then u can stay alive ,the deeper u try to dig in the more pain u get. Roses,they smell nice, look loving and appealing but if u grab at a force u will be hurt by its torns."

Some ppl know that i dont change for another overnight,but the time has come and i would do it .I shall never share this with anyone over whatever reason.For some reason this post has a need to end here .
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