Do the right things!!!!

Today for the first time someone very powerful told me that what i am doing is right , the person said u know wat u want therefore work for it . Where i wanna be in the future is no way near here, altough i will feel sad to let all the best things in my life go but the future is more important than ever now.

Nowadays got some of my friends start to calling her my Mercedes ! there is are 2 possible reason to it ,1 her initials starts with M and next is i like Mercedes SLK’s so....... haha,

Some come to me and say where is ur mercedes today.Even aunty at cafe can ask me where is she.I don’t get it why everyone is so much of focus on my life. From a high ranking lecturer to a friend who cant be bothered abt anything in ppls life all have given me some sort advice, and yet i am not taking it . After all .......i know where i stand tht matters most i guess.

I told her abt the advice they gave me, and she was kinda sad by ppl reactions towards us. Therefore we came up with an idea instead of being tied together lets have affair. Speaking of affair since we are having one we manage to even get a daughter,(who for actual fact is her best friend) so since we go out for lunch, our daughter follows us around and it kinda annoying she like PAPA!!!! MAMA!!! during lunch, weird. But is cool coz instead of juz us now we a daughter who will be the center of attraction in our life..haha, after all she needs all the experience that she can get as she plans to get married end of this year. I highly doubt it tht it would even happen.

Now moving on Yes ppl i confess truly to u all i am in love with her, BUT i will never say it to her, because it is not right.The future is uncertain and i trying my very best narrow it to best outcomes, therefore when she ask me for FINO i don’t agree to it coz at the end of the day, we all have our own preferences. What i have with her i can’t explain to anyone, why am i doing it ,can’t either but i am going to carry on with it.


I wrote something for her actually and it goes something like this:-

“ Hold my hand and i will walk you the ends of the world,
Let it go and i will stalk you till death do us a part”

Haha i am some sort of stalker, but is true she is one of kind.I posted it on here FB profile and one of my friend thought i was proposing to her.Come on ppl i wont propose to her in any given scenario i have my priority set too like hers.You ppl have to bear nothing, she is the not a problem to you.So don’t turn her down in anyway. I know i will be very hurt the day we go our own ways but it is part of life.

That is all for this post i cant think anymore things to write.